Wednesday, June 21, 2006

It's all about the monay

Music: some song by Jay Chow(sigh.. i'm in Irelax now) Mood: waiting for the next soccer match

u can do anything with richness. Really, ANYTHING. Look, even Paris Hilton is releasing her album and Nicole Ritchie is following suit just to annoy her.

i so happened to surf into channel V the other day and saw Hilton's latest video "Stars are blind". (ahh...finally she've looked for a director and got herself a real music video and not some homemade ones heh~) Her image? A slut/bitch/whore or whatever word u can think of, i'm short of synonyms here. If u have seen Britney Spears' "don't let me be the last to know" video, u'll totally get what i mean, only this is much worst than that- I know it's sexy to play with ur hair to portray ur 'ke-sexy-ian', but...for the entire video? i'm feeling nauseautic here just recalling it. Lotsa upskirts and rolling in the sea with another hunk and that's all folks, that's all about the content of a bimbo-dumb blonde music video.

Heard that's she's doing a cover version of Rod Stewart's "Da Ya Think I'm Sexy?". hmm, close to her sex symbol image but i think it's even better if she'd make a cover of Meredith Brooks' "Bitch", she can just save time and costs of making another music video since " one night in Paris" would be a good idea.

" I have always had a voice and always known I could sing, but I was too shy to let it come out. I think that is the hardest thing you can do, to sing in front of people. When I finally let go and did it, I realized it is what I am most talented at and what I love to do the most," ~ Hotel Heiress Bimbo Hilton.

Too shy to let it come out? ahh.. maybe the producers allowed her to be drunk during the recording process so she'll have it all out. And, she's written lyrics to 7 of her songs. That's IT. i'm refering to my title once again~money IS everything. Period. i'll see what she can do if Hollywood stop feeding her; hey, she might upload another home video! ^^


I'm a bitch, I'm a lover, I'm a child, I'm a mother,I'm a sinner, I'm a saint,I do not feel ashamed~ "Bitch" by Meredith Brooks





Sunday, June 11, 2006

proud malaysian winners!

music: none mood: somewhat happy

congratulations to penny tai and lin yu zhong for bagging best composer and best new comer in last night's 第十七届金曲奖 in Taipei! i'm extremely excited and satisfied with the results where David Tao's 《太平盛世》is being recognized as the best album; whereas Leehom is the best male artist of the year. Performers of the night include Eason Chan, Stefani Sun, Ah Mei, Jacky Cheung, Zhang Zheng Yue, Mc HotDog, Se7en, Vaness of F4, 安七炫...etc. Anyway all of them were mesmerizing except for Stefani Sun~ i don't understand why they would choose her to perform with Eason, she was nervous, she sang out of tune, her voice was pitchy and she forgot her lyrics! Man, talk about a show wrecker. although i'm a little dissappointed David wasn't there to collect his statue, but i'm glad the the award of the night goes to him.


best composer: Penny Tai 《爱疯了》;she even predicted that she would come back empyty handed 2 days before the awards night!


Best new comer: Lin Yu Zhong, here with Lee Zhi qing after arriving at KLIA
P.S: i didn't know he also wrote Jordan Chan's 下半辈子 , Pin Guan's 门没锁 and Momoko Tao's 叶枯过...impressive work i would say.


Best Male Artist:Wang Lee Hom
yee haaaah!!!!! i'm the king of the world!!!


Harlem: dude, only one glass??

LeeHom: *glup* aiseh...i never say i'll stop here...


Ahhhh...bring it on!!


part of the winner's list:
■最佳年度歌曲奖:太平洋的风《匆匆》/参拾柒度製作有限公司
■最佳国语流行音乐演唱专辑奖: 太平盛世/伊世代娱乐股份有限公司
最佳台语流行音乐演唱专辑奖: 爱作梦的鱼/亚律音乐股份有限公司
  ■最佳客语流行音乐演唱专辑奖:好客戏/角头文化事业股份有限公司
  ■最佳原住民语流行音乐演唱专辑奖:哈雷-路达玛干原住民创作专辑/欢喜王唱片有限公司
  ■最佳跨界音乐专辑奖:惊蛰/彗智数字影音有限公司 《个人部分》
  ■最佳音乐录影带导演奖:徐筠庭/表面的和平《华丽的冒险》/Cheerego.com好小气音乐工作室
  ■最佳作曲人奖: 戴佩妮/爱疯了《爱疯了》/科艺百代股份有限公司
  ■最佳作词人奖:胡德夫/太平洋的风《匆匆》/参拾柒度製作有限公司
  ■最佳编曲人奖:洪晟文/暗舞《哈雷妈妈》/滚石国际音乐股份有限公司
  ■最佳专辑製作人奖:鐘成虎/华丽的冒险/Cheerego.com好小气音乐工作室
  ■最佳国语男演唱人奖:王力宏/盖世英雄/新力博德曼音乐娱乐股份有限公司
  ■最佳台语男演唱人奖:伍佰/双面人/艾回股份有限公司
  ■最佳国语女演唱人奖:蔡健雅/双栖动物/华纳国际音乐股份有限公司
  ■最佳台语女演唱人奖:黄乙玲/甲你作伴/亚律音乐股份有限公司
  ■最佳客语演唱人奖:刘劭希/果果臺客/传响乐坊
  ■最佳原住民语演唱人奖:路达玛干/哈雷-路达玛干原住民创作专辑/欢喜王唱片有限公司
  ■最佳乐团奖: 董事长乐团/找一个新世界/典选音乐事业股份有限公司
  ■最佳演唱组合奖: 拜金小姐/拜金小姐(2005)/荒岛网路科技股份有限公司
  ■最佳流行音乐演唱新人奖: 林宇中/林宇中个人首张专辑/海蝶音乐股份有限公司 传统暨艺

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

the vulgar mennequin

Music: Chen Qi Zhen- no way to cure my arrogance Mood: to eat or not to eat??

Here’s another day at MP, E Base is having another sale so we just strolled in for a quick look around. Anyway I never fail to end up empty handed after trying on clothes tht I actually like :P

Oh yes, I spotted this amusing mannequin on my way out~~

a tiny bit of luck

Music: something by Do As Infinity Mood: not tired yet

well I’ve been longing to update my blog for a long long time, but the freaking virus has been in my way from properly accessing IE, so I’ve been using Opera for that time being and then only I understand y it’s not popular among most ppl here, since it can’t really access some sites properly, including Blogspot, where it couldn’t process some programming tools/buttons (which is essential for a dumb head like me -___-).

Now I’m back home with my life support (which obviously is my pc hehe~), considering tht I’m going to be a couch potato for 3 weeks, I definitely need some time to arrange my left-out-for-more-than-a-month thoughts. To whatever name u r named after, I thank monsieur virus again for dropping by to ruin my perfect plan of updating my blog at least twice a week.

I think this happened during end of April~

We went shopping in Tesco as usual. Normally I wouldn’t look for fruits there for the fact tht most of them r in a devastating state, not even fit for displaying. Well something just got up to me that made me choose several fine-looking apples, including a really really huge and pretty one~



Okay folks look here, 3 apples. Normal eh?


Here’s a close up. RM0.99. FOR THREE APPLES. I’m dead sure tht the pricing board stated RM0.99 for an apple~~ Was that my luck or what??? :D



The beautiful big apple that worth like, *takes out the calculator and punch 0.99/3* RM0.33?? ^.^

Monday, April 24, 2006

Battle of the Bands: the long long long long long long nite

Music: none Mood: still burdened

If an hour equals to a 'long' word, then that should be 6 'long' words altogether. It's the Battle of the Band competition again, draggy as usual, this time i survived from 8.30pm till 2.30am at the battlefield.


welcome~welcome~


Band 1: singing 'yellow' out of tune is permissible since they've known me as 'the Afroman' mwahahaha...


Band 2: Threshold of Pain
~ screaming 1 song is still FINE, screaming 2 songs altogether ruined the chance of a 'best drummer' award.


Band 3: Big winner of the nite~Soul Drift
~ best band, best original song, best vocalist, best bassist


check me out! i'm the best bassist! being funky is what we are best at!


Band 4: AhBoy
~the Indon Boys successfully made bob head+oversized jeans+ checkered boxers the trend of the year


Band 5: the only band with international students.too bad i couldn't get a better picture of that drummer with cool dreadlocks~


Band 6: 2nd prize winner~Temporary Havoc
~ i didn't know 'Zombie' is still a hit now =__= maybe the judges DOES like pussycatdolls


Band 7: Tyre Pancit
~the only band with a violinist. couldn't remember what exactly they played coz i was busy checking out that nerd-looking bassist..


all i need to do is to shake those specs off~~


Band 8: Freedom of Mia-- 3rd prize winner, best guitarist
~kononnya the brothers of Krong, is that what it takes to win them awards?


Band9: Candle Lite Dinner
~sigh..playing 2 steve vai numbers is not gonna work here..eugene, they need u there!


Band 10: 1 is bad enough, another 1 is a total redundant. anyway, i couldn't be bothered.


Band 11: Pg 165
~big winners last year with biggest crowd of supporters this year but were as quite as mice after prize giving ceremony.



Band 12: Ave
~the band with a i-got-too high-and-jumped-onto-the-amp-and-end-up-knocking-it-over-while-I-tumbled-down-along-bassist.


Band 13: i guess they were okay but no one seemed to care much since it's the final band competing at 1.30am =P

Guest Performers:


they were DA BOMB!! the 2-year instrumental funk band made a jaw dropping performance and left us wanting for more, it just gave me the urge to buy their album immediately.


Zack Kim-- Shao Pin's new God. how can he do that so effortlessly??what this Korean boy did was putting a grin on his face and tapped his guitar like a piano--just like that! the doraemon and SuperMario theme were unforgettable as well. heck, he is only a mere of 22 years old!


opening act of the night. with that long wavy mane, i guess the vocalist saved up quite alot on buying brooms.


after 10 attempts, i've finally given up to try catching a glimpse of his face.


I pity them for being the last guest performers at first, but kept that thought back after knowing that they were paid RM2K for playing just 3 songs~

and last but not least...


mwahahahahaa..!! 'nuff said.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

The man who creates supermanS

Music: Bird-soul Mood:burdened


Reminds me of that Five for fighting song instantly where it goes something like , 'i can't stand to fly, i'm not that naive, men weren't meant to ride with clouds between their knees...it's not easy ,to be me~'

seriously, being a superhero isn't easy,especially when you are FORCED to be one=__= but alas, there ARE courses in my uni that exist to make superheroes, and to be more specific, supermans. Credit goes to the man behind whatever that seemed normal at first.. :drum rolls:


tada! surprise surprise..that would be our beloved man of steels of HRM: Mr. Mazuki Jusoh .(pardon me for putting up his full name here coz i really do like the sound of it, very mixed-blood :P)

okay,that brings us all the way back to the 1st sem in Delta year, where those who later regretting-ly do not choose to take Research will need to take 2 subjects as replacements,1 in 1st sem and the other in 3rd sem. so you see, there are 2 phases of torturement in the entire process to become a superman. the 1st sem subject seemed normal enough from the way it sound: Decision Making. so there's lots of theories as usual and an individual assignment... an individual assignment. oh do i just repeated that? pardon me , that is where we are made to be THE ONE in a painful way. maybe not all felt it but i'm certain it's 90 percent of the members in my class.

we are supposed to write a literature review based on at least eight journals. and what on earth would a 'literature review' be ? something like a book or music review like those appearing in Sunday the Star? heck. we weren't taught to walk yet but we r expected to fly like supermans.

i was pretty anxious at first, surfing for journals for the virgin time ( oh it means the first time ) from what i later found to be useful --the library's database, after paying thousands of RMs nearly for free for nearly 4 years, and the internet as well for about a month. we r also supposed to let the head man of steels approve our topics first before we can continue anything. i was one of the lucky ones to go through at 1st attempt, ,better luck than some who only got their's approved after 2nd or 3rd attempt.

i remembered i hadn't slept more than 5 hours during presentation week. 2 days before the presentation, i received the shock of my life-- ALL my journals turned out to be irrelevant as all of them were not empirical studies or whatsoever. hell, i went blank when i was told to this at the very last minute...all my efforts were useless afterall! even if i am some sort of wonderwoman i couldn't possibly get everything done within 2 days! then it came to me that i really have to fake up something to be excused from presenting on that day. so i managed to make myself look as pale as possible in the clinic to get an MC and to get pass Mr Mazuki ( actually i didn't fake much either because not sleeping properly for 1 week does contribute alot to my chalk-like face ). yet again, i'm lucky to get another 5 days to redo everything.

things went okay till presentation morning. my diskette couldn't be read by the freaking computer in CLC so i have to present during the next session.( i considered this lucky because i accidentally received extra time to prepare my slides nicely~) I guess lady luck wasn't with me in the evening because i nearly missed my presentation for oversleeping -_______-

oh well anyway, everything turned out fine in the end.

survivors as we are, some dropped the subject, some broke down, some grew insane, some commited suicide...(alright i made up the last bit~)...and that is the making of a superman--phase 1. huhu. and i really thought everything was over haha.

this sem i took the 2nd replacement subject Leadership with another phase 2 superhero training assignment--6 critique essays. if these are critiques about newspapers or magazine stories(which would be impposible), life would be a bed of roses and mazuki wouldn't be called mazuki for nothing.dude, why call superhero training assignments when it's not enduring enough??

first of all, journals come in first come first serve basis-- we can't choose journals that others had already choosen it earlier; secondly, all opinions must be based on other researches (we r talking about critiqing researches using other researches. dammit, no self-creations or some sort like
that); thirdly, we need to pass up all 6 essays on the presentation day itself and lastly, for the love of God, i'm the first presenter on the first day of presentation. 'nuff said.

at this stage, i kinda missed that freaking literature review assignment.

seriously, i do not know how i managed to finish up 6 essays within 6 days with additional 2 assignments+presentations and 2 midterms in a week. at least i'm not on my way to ICU...or
maybe i already AM a superhero by now?

hmm...i might be.

p.s: anyone who is interested to make this into a reality tv show or perhaps a movie are welcomed.

Thursday, July 07, 2005

fun, no longer--my battle

music: core of soul-somebody loves you mood: lonely

it was fun at first, having to shed all those extra pounds and unsightly bulges. pretty and tight clothes, once again fit my body like a glove. that was what happened AT FIRST.

form 5 was the year where i heard all about self-induced vomitting, from a friend who does it for 'indigestion problems'. out of curiousity, i did it for the first time after one of my big meals. stucking two fingers into my throat was all i knew, it was difficult at first but after the feat of pushing it deeper and deeper into my throat, every bit of the meal came pouring out full blast from my mouth. i really never thought of continuing it again because it felt so horrible, but dear god...i actually got hooked to it. i dropped from 48kg to 45kg in two weeks' time, just to fit into that prom dress i borrowed from my small-framed cousin.

the urge to vomit stopped eventually when i reached Alpha since i'm living with so many housemates under a roof, it wouldn't have been a good sign if they heard me vomiting in the toilet for too many times. i controlled my food intake at first, but for no reason, i became lazy and so unbothered about the pounds i'm piling on slowly. i went onto binge eating, grabbing food within my sight,eating at every moment even though i don't feel hungry at all. i hated the mirror, the weighing machine and slim- bodied friends.

then it came back to me again. actually it didn't happened on purpose because it was caused by one of the bad ulcers around my mouth, so bad that i couldn't feel my food, that i can only finish half my food every single time, and that so happened to be during Chinese New Year. i became self conscious that i'm losing a little weight very slowly, then i was stucked right there.

i vomitted nearly every heavy meal that i had, counted calories of food and only crave for very low calorie ones. i couldn't get enough nutrients from my consumed food,i soon craved for laxatives for detoxifications. my clothes started getting baggier and baggier as my body became thinner and thinner. i get exhausion after climbing a few steps of stairs and felt like fainting when i stand too long.i'm weighing at 90 pounds, obviously too light for my height. i can feel the bones around my chest and back now, my colar bones painfully sticking out and my chest is getting smaller... the point is, i don't really cared about that! when people commented on how skinny i'm getting nowadays, i don't go as far as thinking it as a compliment BUT i never really bothered on gaining weight anymore. you want to know something even more idiotic? i can actually compare myself to other anorexic celebrities,whom i think isn't a nice sight at all. i don't understand myself anymore.

the stiff fact is, i'm suffering from eating disorder. yes, EATING DISORDER. from bullimia to binge eating to and bullimia again. i'm so scared to turn to anyone for proffesional help, i just want to stay thin and healthy, not thin and ill. i think my condition is improving now, at least i feel like eating some higher carbohidrate food than those i used to consume. it isn't easy AT ALL to fight this off since this just doesn't accumulate in a day. i need time, i just don't want to die so young.

i hope more people read what i've wrote here and i hope u guys can leave me some supporting comments~~

(oh yeah, i've found this really really weird phenomenon of pro-ana and pro-mia on the net where people, mostly young girls support eating disorders. here's a really sick site that i've found http://www.freewebs.com/ana__/wall.html. they actually teach people ways to hide ur food on a family outing, how to stop food cravings..etc. gross~)

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

movie review : Normal

this movie, Normal, is about a seemly 'normal' factory worker Roy Applewood ( Tom Wilkinson), a man in his near fifties, who faces the biggest challenge in his life when he thinks that he is 'a woman trapped in a man's body'. his wife of 25 years, Irma ( Jessica Lange) is being put in difficulties to accept her husband's sex change decision. while Roy's adolescent daughter,tomboy Patty Ann finds curiousity in her father's decision, Wayne, their rock roadie son struggles to understand.

i find the movie a heart warming one. it taught me a lesson on learning more to respect others' decison and ultimately, for being courageous. in our daily lives, we should learn to be more courteous. i even thought that it is victorious just to make a sensible decision out of the ordinary.we do not want to be viewed as freaks, but convincing others to trust us is another story. if we lose out confidence in ourselves, how do you expect others to believe in you? winning and conquering our mental minds is a huge everyday task; forcing yourselves to wake up early in the morning for classes, enduring physically in boring lectures, accepting majority or dominant decisions whether you like it or not, getting aware of the current fashion faux.....'Understanding' is needed when we try to step into other's shoes and 'courage' is needed when others' do not approve of you.

even if the society is getting more and more rebelious, being a crossdresser is still a doubt for acceptance.i love how the movie brings out its meaningful and unambigous bits, like how Roy started out by wearing female perfume, then gold female earings and a total makeover in womens' clothes...and oh, breasts. he got beaten up by his colleague, a scrawl over his car and got 'invited' out of his church. it is love that changes the perception of his family towards him and eventually accepting him wholely as a 'woman'.

three cheers to the casts of Normal for bringing out and portraying such a wonderful journey of life!

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Saturday, April 16, 2005

for the longest time...

Music: Jamiroquai-Love Foolosophy Mood: free

there, i lay my pen down, proofread a little, closed my booklet and handed it to the invigilator. someone let out an exhausted triumph scream and it seemed contagious enough to make the rest of us follow suit.

i flipped the question papers consciously while discussing with some 'comrade' who seemed to be confident enough to score an A, and my eyebrows obediently crumbled. when i'm feeling as if the world failed me again, another 'comrade' came up and said something that i've longed to hear for the past few minutes, guiltiness struck me once again for not listening to what Ms. Flora had warned us about, ' Do not, i repeat, DO NOT ever discuss anything after you've done your test. everything's OVER.' heh. wise thinking. luckily i got my part correct ,at least ^^

i felt feverish, bloated, dizzy...and a funny tingling feeling at the same time when i got home. God...i knew this feeling once upon a time back in high school. i thought i'd never recover it again, thought i already lost it for good. this is the utmost touch that i couldn't even had the guts to pray for, this is... relief. thank you so much for finding your way back to me again.

i hated the feeling of guilt and gloom that gets stuck to me right after every test, till i nearly wanted to get used to it. i'm tired of striving. i'm tired of competition.i'm hopeless. a mere 'pass' is what i've been wishing for for the past 2 years. i can't remember what really motivate me to push myself physically and mentally to try extremely hard this time. it got me that i actually NEVER did my test at ease throughout my finals before. yes, i never. heck, but not this time.

it's raining outside. is that a relieved sign? ^^

God am i happy!

Thursday, March 10, 2005

Victory! (i think~)

music:Judas Priest-Revolution mood: a little less hot

man am i rushing here! btw, nice music playing on my list now ^^

it's the 6th of March, Sunday. The 5th Micros Chinese Singing Competition, where the 'unexpected' happened,where happiness took place.

It's a day to remember where i first officially enter a competition in MMU and won something in return~ it's totally nerve wrecking behind the stage...i get the same feeling everytime i'm there, butterflies in my stomach and numbness crawls all over me.

Sweeping all 4 prizes was just something totally unexpected, especially both the most favourable group and singles trophies. Coming in 2nd place, too, wrecked the confidence in us...a little. felt like blaming it to someone hehe... nah, it's all over now. I felt nice to be recognized as someone who really knows how to sing, that's all i wanted to experience.

i congratulate those who strived hard for a recognition, coz i think everyone of us can sense the aftertaste now.for those whom i've got to know better in this whole competition, i thank you for making the event a success.


that's us on stage, gripping hearts~!


mine!mine!


can't believe we won all of these

The Trauma

music: none mood: hot

my god. how long have i left this blog for good? the sucky phone line does...and laziness conquered all over me. sheeeesh... i'm gonna jam every damn thing that deteriorated my life, in any means, right here, right now. so,blogger stop haunting me in my dreams.

oh kay... 6th Feb 2005, the fourth day of CNY, 5am. i nearly ended my life with shao pin when he slept with his eyes OPEN while driving. Half summersaulted into a 90 degree position after speeding up a small hill before landing into a 2-meter deep longkang and being saved by a MPM (Majlis Perbandaran Melaka?) palm tree. when 2 motorists stopped right behind us and saved us out of our beautifully overturned car, all i can say when they questioned me about my wellness is,' takut...takut...' too weak to stand on my own two feet, i could only sit beside the road while pondered at how we could survived that crash without any major injuries.

i'm too lazy to elaborate everything, here's the link that lead to every single detail on how we managed to score our new stunt by Shao Pin,done while he's studying his Analog and Digital Comm. paper.(damn, i'm running up and down to refresh my memory already)http://www.geocities.com/cshaopin/stunt

oh btw, no one stopped by the road to check our number plate since it's already been crushed to pieces~the total cost? u guess. it's a whopping RM3000, my man --__--








cool,eh? you don't want to be in there.

Wednesday, January 26, 2005

what is your true hidden power?

HASH(0x8b9e364)
Your Hidden Power Is Light
Angel


You have a happy yes quite soul. You keep
somethings to yourself and like to be alone but
don't mind showing your bright side to your
friends. You find that hell is the worst of all
scince your an angl from heavan. You use your
powers for the forces of good to protect gods
creatures.

Gem Stone: Canary Diamond, Eye
Color:
Golden,Hair Color:Blonde that
goes to your shoulders

Quote:In my field of paper flowersAnd candy clouds of lulabyI lie inside myself for hoursAnd watch my purple sky fly over me

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Friday, January 21, 2005

Speaking up

music: none mood: feverish

words are dangerous weapons. it's probably deadly if one is unable to handle and control them.

i admit that i'm not very good at conveying myself when i need to and thus, putting myself in deep waters. my mouth is always quicker than my brain reaction...most of the time. when i say 'i'll try my best to do it', my mind actually screamed 'no i can't do that!' and when i really mean 'i don't really like you', it'll turn out to be a disasterous 'i like you alot!' T_T i don't get it why i couldn't get myself to say a big No! i don't know how to reject rubbish leaflets, irritating donation collectors and confessions from guys whom i'm not interested to; i'm too stupid to reject things that make my life miserable!

so many 'if i didn't do that then this wouldn't had happened bla bla...' . life was so messed up since 2 years ago when i'm suppose to leave the person whom i'm no longer in love with, why didn't i make up my mind earlier? nope, i made my decision and actually told him everything, but what happens is that i always regret to what i've poured out and things eventually turned out to be I am the one who is apologizing and begging for a come back. man...what an idiot b***h... *heck, why am i writing all these~i hate talking about love especially when it turns sour...so revolting*

Lots of people think that i'm weird just because i don't do things that most people (girls, to be exact) does-- i hate pop, i don't hang out with big gangs of girls who bitch about each other, i curse, i'm too open-minded, i argue too much with my parents... so many to name. what is wrong to do things i want if it doesn't hurt anyone openly?i don't know how to speak up, so i act out. i might have not been telling everyone that i love them but i'm a very loyal person(honest!), i'm just (i'm doing it again..) too shy to voice out. too shy to almost say anything that i desire, things that can make me feel better.

well ,this always sums up to why i'm always the one who says sorry, (might be a surprising figure if i can count them in a day) . guess i need to boost my confidence before i get any older...

sorry for keeping you here for so long...

Tuesday, January 18, 2005

::seeing double::





it's becoming a habit, perhaps a good one ^^

Monday, January 17, 2005

my first ever blog~!

music: soft jazz mood: tired

bugger... it took me so long to move my fingers just to do something i longed for more than a year~ oh well, i'll just have to get used to people looking at my private life, be it nice or sucky. (mostly sucky, that's the reason why i named it scandal >_<)

To start off, i had quite a tiring Sunday, not having enough sleep again. Slept at 8a.m. and woke up approximately at 12p.m. for the reason of finishing a set of comics (pathetic eh? i've been this way for quite some time ~) Song practice in the afternoon made me feel even drowsier than never, though i admit that salary collection does helps a little to improve my mood in that scorching afternoon ^^.
Big discovery : Kai Siang cursed!! haha, we were being caught in front of a red light if not because of an idiotic car who doesn't recognise what green light means MOVE ON! well it just slipped off his mouth *just like that* and ahem, i find it quite amusing teehee~

poor pin, he had a rough night at that JLS Cultural Nite performance, the emcee screwed everything by calling their names on stage for a SECOND round of performance without any preparations! God... it's a good thing that he stormed off the stage right after putting up a lousy show.

oh yes... we had free supper courtesy of Xin Sheng who poured out unrevealed story after story
of some people whom we should not be speaking of =P

i'm pretty tired now, seriously need to die on my bed immediately. Adios!