what is your true hidden power?

Your Hidden Power Is Light
Angel

You have a happy yes quite soul. You keep
somethings to yourself and like to be alone but
don't mind showing your bright side to your
friends. You find that hell is the worst of all
scince your an angl from heavan. You use your
powers for the forces of good to protect gods
creatures.

Gem Stone: Canary Diamond, Eye
Color:Golden,Hair Color:Blonde that
goes to your shoulders

Quote:In my field of paper flowersAnd candy clouds of lulabyI lie inside myself for hoursAnd watch my purple sky fly over me

What Is Your True Hidden Power? .::Beautiful Anime Pics::.
brought to you by

Speaking up

music: none mood: feverish

words are dangerous weapons. it's probably deadly if one is unable to handle and control them.

i admit that i'm not very good at conveying myself when i need to and thus, putting myself in deep waters. my mouth is always quicker than my brain reaction...most of the time. when i say 'i'll try my best to do it', my mind actually screamed 'no i can't do that!' and when i really mean 'i don't really like you', it'll turn out to be a disasterous 'i like you alot!' T_T i don't get it why i couldn't get myself to say a big No! i don't know how to reject rubbish leaflets, irritating donation collectors and confessions from guys whom i'm not interested to; i'm too stupid to reject things that make my life miserable!

so many 'if i didn't do that then this wouldn't had happened bla bla...' . life was so messed up since 2 years ago when i'm suppose to leave the person whom i'm no longer in love with, why didn't i make up my mind earlier? nope, i made my decision and actually told him everything, but what happens is that i always regret to what i've poured out and things eventually turned out to be I am the one who is apologizing and begging for a come back. man...what an idiot b***h... *heck, why am i writing all these~i hate talking about love especially when it turns sour...so revolting*

Lots of people think that i'm weird just because i don't do things that most people (girls, to be exact) does-- i hate pop, i don't hang out with big gangs of girls who bitch about each other, i curse, i'm too open-minded, i argue too much with my parents... so many to name. what is wrong to do things i want if it doesn't hurt anyone openly?i don't know how to speak up, so i act out. i might have not been telling everyone that i love them but i'm a very loyal person(honest!), i'm just (i'm doing it again..) too shy to voice out. too shy to almost say anything that i desire, things that can make me feel better.

well ,this always sums up to why i'm always the one who says sorry, (might be a surprising figure if i can count them in a day) . guess i need to boost my confidence before i get any older...

sorry for keeping you here for so long...

::seeing double::

it's becoming a habit, perhaps a good one ^^

my first ever blog~!

music: soft jazz mood: tired

bugger... it took me so long to move my fingers just to do something i longed for more than a year~ oh well, i'll just have to get used to people looking at my private life, be it nice or sucky. (mostly sucky, that's the reason why i named it scandal >_<)

To start off, i had quite a tiring Sunday, not having enough sleep again. Slept at 8a.m. and woke up approximately at 12p.m. for the reason of finishing a set of comics (pathetic eh? i've been this way for quite some time ~) Song practice in the afternoon made me feel even drowsier than never, though i admit that salary collection does helps a little to improve my mood in that scorching afternoon ^^.
Big discovery : Kai Siang cursed!! haha, we were being caught in front of a red light if not because of an idiotic car who doesn't recognise what green light means MOVE ON! well it just slipped off his mouth *just like that* and ahem, i find it quite amusing teehee~

poor pin, he had a rough night at that JLS Cultural Nite performance, the emcee screwed everything by calling their names on stage for a SECOND round of performance without any preparations! God... it's a good thing that he stormed off the stage right after putting up a lousy show.

oh yes... we had free supper courtesy of Xin Sheng who poured out unrevealed story after story
of some people whom we should not be speaking of =P

i'm pretty tired now, seriously need to die on my bed immediately. Adios!